Finding a way to get this pain to end
It’s a short blogmas today … Any guess Why? Oh Yess ! I’m having terrible pain again
Today I had a long workday because the PRE christmas sale started in out store. Long day of putting discount tags to the boxes. After all I had a great day.
I came home! At work I got a little headache the last hour I had to work.
Around 7pm I came home from work, made me a healthy spinach pizza (just a tortilla with tomatosauce, spinach and cheese in the oven).
Today’s goal, the one thing I had planned to do after work … failed!
I wanted to draw a christmas Figment, but I just couldn’t!
I Only had 4 lines and the beginneling of the ears on my paper till my hands gave up. Not even 5 minutes of holding my pencil in my hands 😱 *crying*
Feels like I have to give up So many things
As the result of my autism I had to give up So many things. And now because of the pain in whole my body I have to give up drawning. This is soooooo bad!
New years list …
First thing on my new years list, things to do in 2018 Will be …
Finding Something to stop these pain. Finding a new doctor, going to the hospital, etc I don’t care ! This just have to stop ! I want to live a pain free life or a less painfull one !
Maybe you’ll think now ” who’s Figment?”
Well it’s the little dragon from Walt Disney World in Florida. A place I love and I just love this dragon.
Here he is…
Tomorrow I had a day of, but I have to go to work the whole day aswel. Guess I have to find Some sleep on thursday!
Love Lucy xx